Is there a part of you untouched by your lack of confidence, self-worth, self-esteem and honour?
Coax it out, hold it up and appreciate it for staying the course through the thick and thin of your inexhaustible doubts. All that ducking and weaving you’ve done.
Ask it what it wants to express in the world. Listen carefully. Validate. Commit to bringing it out of obscurity.
Then, follow its lead, come what may. All the way through your resistance (of which there will be more than enough because that’s the path).
You’ll do it because the yearning to be true is greater and more powerful than the totality of your resistance. This yearning will pull you through, and keep pulling you through when you (inevitably) collapse into doubt again.
Once seen through, repeat this process with another part presently hiding out and awaiting its moment to express something greater than that which is banal and beneath you.