Self-betrayal hurts. Built up over time, It leads to non-self-trust, stagnation, bitterness.
What can you do and be now and ongoing to make better choices and to keep promises to yourself about what you’re going to do, how you’re going to be?
What becomes a non-negotiable commitment when you value yourself, your life and your talents? How might your circumstances change? How much more could you contribute?
Or, do you need to pause and determine whether or not you value yourself, your life and your talents, then move forward?
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Wherever you are, it’s perfect: just make a start.
Start right from where you’ve been, right where you are.
Start small and build from there.
Celebrate the small.